gwen.n lives in between life morphed in art. Documentary turned fiction. Her topic often is herself and the impossibility to belong and the inevitable emptiness that is in-front. Her research is herself in relations to art. The relationship, if the only one ever, with art is with herself. Her research is a search to transform what she cannot express, feel, digest nor accept. She decides then not to express it , not to make it, and to let it cook for some years until suddenly it creeps up in another form. Always striving for a better version, brings crappier or no versions or destruction and destruction again brings art. She needs something to believe in. She needs hope, otherwise all is for nothing. drama and the evolution of want in herself.